I’m Sydney. I enjoy soft music & dancing in the rain. Black & white pictures amuse me. My favorite black & white pictures are the ones that capture intense sadness, broken winged butterflies, & grainy white flowers. Gore frightens & excited me at the same time. I write dark poety, & music. I play my guitar just to somehow escape from all the madness of the world (more likely my head). Although, depression & anxiety attack me each & every day, I try to at leat put a smile on my face, even if it is fake, just to let the world know I wish to be left alone. The darkness inside of my soul intrests me, & I would like to learn a lot more about psychology & why I feel the way I do.